With the holidays and the end of the year upon us, everyone wants a break. We’re tired. 2017 was a difficult, intense year for many of us personally and for Americans collectively as well.

The mental health counselors at Citron Hennessey come across many people in Manhattan who want to take a break. Read on to learn more about how cognitive behavioral therapy (CBT) can help you reframe your mindset and start to feel rejuvenated.

Escaping From Reality

When I think of taking a break, I imagine taking time off, lying on a beach, recuperating, rejuvenating, and recharging. Most of us want a break from the hard work or mind numbing daily activities that occupy much of our time. We want a break from the stress we feel, the problems we face, the routine of our commute. We want to shake things up or hit the reset button. Anything so we can return to the inevitable challenges of our lives renewed.

A break in this sense primarily represents an escape from reality, during which we can trick ourselves into letting go of that which dogs us. It’s temporary, it’s indulgent, and it’s awesome. We all need breaks to provide a much-needed respite from our hectic lives. We all need breaks to refuel.

While taking a week off is reparative in the short term, we must inevitably return to our daily lives. Before too long, most of us are once again neck deep in the stress, boredom, anxiety or stuckness that we briefly escaped while on vacation. Soon, we again long for the next opportunity to take a break.

If we believe that it is primarily the circumstances of our lives that cause stress, anxiety or boredom, then it makes sense that changing our outer circumstances is the logical way to feel better. The only problem is, most of us only get a week or two a year to take a break; not nearly enough time to make a meaningful difference in our lived experience day in and day out.

Are You Failing Yourself?

What most of us are seeking is an enduring sense of comfort, peace of mind, safety, and security. We’re seeking freedom from what we perceive as the cause of our suffering. We work hard to earn enough money to live comfortably, and we consciously as well as unconsciously do what it takes to feel safe and secure. “Give me a break!” is a common refrain when life is challenging and disruptive. We kick into overdrive to solve or avoid the external problem, as if it controls our ability to be happy and fulfilled.

However, when we only focus on external stressors and blame circumstances for our discontent, we mistakenly disempower ourselves. We fail to understand that how we interpret and experience the events of our lives is a choice. We fail to see that our suffering is not so much a product of our demanding boss, nagging spouse, loud neighbors, or repetitive morning commute, as much as it is a result of our demanding, nagging, loud, or repetitive thoughts and beliefs.

What if your happiness and wellbeing wasn’t so dependent on the outer circumstances of your life, but rather depended on the quality of your inner life? What if taking a break wasn’t about temporarily exiting the daily routine of your life, but about developing the capacity to exit the captivity of your imprisoned mind?

Escaping the Captivity of Our Own Minds

Let me give you an example of what I mean.

In the Oscar nominated film Room, which is based on the book of the same name by Emma Donoghue, a boy is born to his mother in the captivity of a one-room backyard shed and raised there. The boy, never having experienced an existence outside of the room into which he was born, has no capacity to understand what life is like outside of the room.

The mother, try as she may, cannot describe to the boy the world beyond the room in a way that makes sense to him. “Room” (as they call the shed) is the only world the boy has ever known until, of course, he escapes and discovers for himself the enormity and aliveness of the world beyond Room — the world his mother had tried to describe, but that he simply had been unable to imagine until he encountered it for himself.

Such is the case for all of us, as well. We are all born into unique life circumstances. As we grow and develop within that world, we unconsciously create in our minds a room of our own. It consists of our thoughts, beliefs, identity, as well as our sense of self and others in the external world.

The room in our mind is the filter through which we see and experience ourselves and everything in the world. It was created so early in life that we fail to realize that it is a mental construct in which we live. Just like Room for the boy in the film, the room in our mind misrepresents the entire world. We have virtually no capacity to understand life outside of the room in our mind until we decide to exit and see for ourselves.

For many of us, the desire to exit the room in our mind doesn’t come up because we’re content there. For others, exiting — or even escaping — the room is an important and extremely liberating pursuit. Exiting or escaping the room in our mind is especially liberating when we are imprisoned there by unhelpful, critical, fearful, or limiting thoughts and beliefs.

How Cognitive Behavioral Therapy and Counseling Helps

The work of therapy or self-help is often about rearranging the furniture in the room of our mind. It doesn’t occur to us to simply exit the room because we don’t realize there is a vast world that we can discover and live more freely. It feels extremely scary to leave the safety of our room. Many of us will choose to stay put, even when we’re unhappy, simply because the familiarity feels safe.

However, if you really want to be free of your dependency on external life circumstances for happiness, and you want a break that lasts much longer than a week or two, I invite you to find a mindfulness-based therapist or practice so that you may learn to exit the room of your mind and be free. You’ll be very glad you did.

If you are in Manhattan, then consider scheduling an appointment with Citron Hennessey. Our team will work diligently to use counseling and CBT to help you escape the captivity of your mind.